"I'm sorry that I look so serious in most of the pictures, but I was nervous that I wouldn't be considered sexy enough to be in NN, and I really wanted that. Almost more for my boyfriend than for myself,” said Syndi. "No...really! I mean it was so bad that posing didn't even make me horny, and I read in NN all the time that doing it gets the girls horny for sex. I didn't have a chance to pose for better pics because I did it on the day before my boyfriend left for basic training in the army.”
